The Day I Die

THE DAY I DIE WAS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE,
TELL MY FRIENDS, MY GIRL LIKEWISE
EVERYTHING WOULD BE ALRIGHT
THE DAY I DIE WAS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE

IN MY WHOLE LIFE, I FELT LIKE DEAD,
SO MY DREAM DEATH HAVE GIVEN ME A NEW LIFE,
THE DAY I DIED, THE DAY I DIED,
THE DAY I DIED WAS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE

EVERYTIME A REMORSE WAS IN MY EYES,
I DIDN'T GOT THE LOVE OF MY LIFE,
JUST TELL NO ONE TO CRY,
COZ THE DAY I DIED WAS
THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE.

I WAS A DREAM CHASER ONCE,
EVENTUALLY  ALL MY DREAMS DIE,
THEY COULD TURN INTO REALITY
UNTIL MY SPIRITS DIE
THE DAY I DIE WAS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE.

                                                                          BY ANI

This paper was always in my pocket from the time we used to attend the lectures in college and i thought its the perfect time to upload it. I know first two lines are from a song "THE DAY I DIED". I love this song too.

Everyday is the same without you. pale dark for me even in the shiny sun it is. she said - i know you are saying all this just to flatter me and said but u know i am already flattered the day i have seen you for the first time it never seems so good to meet somebody who could luv more than one's own pride and one's own self. Hearing this NIC was amazed coz he always underestimated him he knows someday somebody would luv to have him in her life, but he never thought that wat it feels to hear all this from the one whom you think is the right choice for you.
she was all over in NIC's mind never ever he felt alone even in the nights or in the dreams her luv is always with him. He was lucky to have her in his life. he wasn't complaining now not from god not from his friends not from him even that was the power of luv which have made him powerful so powerful that being a fun loving and irresponsible guy he made his mind to take her responsibility his whole life. NIC always knew that he would be able to convince everybody in his family. He really wasn't convincable but he always knew that nobody would make a messy situation of this. So one day it is really really important for him to reveal his decision as she couldn't wait she couldn't able to sort it out all those sweet nothings to just herself. She is happy and sad at the same time and when this happens it means time has come to act brave and taking up some responsibilities.
Nic takes the initiative, a foray into the ray of happiness which is never there before. He is happy real happy nobody can take away what he has got (although its just his perception). He feels like the king of the world, he feels like he is on the seventh heaven. He always wanted to feel like that always but it is saying na - "time will change whether its good or bad no matter what" ............................
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and then one day everything is finished forever.

Y love

Do you know what's hard? Hard is the feeling itself yeah love even if you aren't with somebody but still you want your share of love and everyone's heart crave for this precious feeling. love a mere 4 letter word has made life heaven and havoc, if you got someone to love its heaven and if you are on the other side that means you are still in search of that someone special who would rock your world, really that love only is the reason for making your life havoc. Being at this hour i was thinking why do we need love so badly, that we are just waiting for it so eagerly.Why do you think that, your love would be wasted on the realities of life, everybody would be moving ahead, even the girl who is always there in your dreams or the girl who is your best friend. They would be leaving you behind with all that agony and pain of finding that 'true love'.

'TRUE LOVE' - itself is a very complicated thing nobody can understand it nobody is sure about that, does it really exist even that is not a very sure case. different people think of love differently, for some it is the person who would take care of them, a spouse who would take care of everyone in the family, a girl who would be so truthful to you that even when he feels a lil drifted away towards some other person she could able not to attach with that emotionally because problem lies in the very fact that guys just see the girls as the mere desires they can just have fun with the person and move on in life but its not like that with girls even if they don't really like to flirt with the person but they are attached to them emotionally they would just think of them while doing somethings at their private time that could be the love making time with your hubby, which is by itself a very odd feeling.

love love love only thing which has made a life of a person worth dying for. And if you don't have someone you are already dead my friend there is nothing you want to do.

JUDAAI SE DARTA HIAN DIL

HAAN JUDAAI SE DARTA HIAN DIL,
HAAN JUDAAI SE DARTA HIAN DIL
MAUT SE TOI MAIN DARTA NAHI
\AUR DARTA TO SUN LE SANAM
SUN LE SANAM PYAAR TUJHSE MAIN KARTA NAHI

HAAN JUDAAI SE DARTA HIAN DIL,
HAAN JUDAAI SE DARTA HIAN DIL

GAM KA MAUSAM GUZARTA NAHI
ZAKHM YAADO KA BHARTA NAHI
RAAT PARVAT HIAN KATTI NAHI
DIN HIAN DARIYA UTARTA NAHI
MAIN AKELA NA REH PAUNGA
DURI TAK RAAT HI RAAT HIAN
ZINDAGI EK ALAG CHEEZ HIAN
ZINDA REHNA ALAG BAAT HIAN

UMAR KAISE GUZAR PAAYEGI
EK PAL JAB GUZARTA NAHI
HAAN JUDAAI SE DARTA HIAN DIL

U Still Xists

Those were the times when we walk together,
together though we eat, together is our togetherness,
which can even felt on streets,
Those were the times, when you ring my cell
and i can't able to pick, you just missed me whole day
but talking times don't click

i loved you
i loved you for being the girl of my every dream
i loved you for loving me more
with happiness i just want to scream.
every desire is seem to be fulfilled
everywhere is happines,
so much so that i can even touch the stars

But then the love story ends,
happy days vanishes
and starts the drama, u want to quit
u want to go out of this love
u want to run,
leaving behind me,
but its not just me who is destroyed
its our love which does
its us who don't be together
its us who suffers most but
eventually u forgot and moved on
i don't know the reason 4 that
but my love in my heart
YOU STILL EXISTS...........

Missed

hey my first post on my first i mean personal blog.

Missed LUV

Nick is missing her he doesn't know that it would be much difficult for him now. She is gone forever she is gone for long she would not come back and nick knows that. He always have a thinking that he loves her and she won't go but to his amazement there is much more in life than love. what kind of a tale he is living in. he gets to know that what his heart is craving for is just a lie, a lie all stuck with mud of the world. He is feeling like an idiot. Over last 6 months she has made his life unimaginable in those loving days he always feel like the world is rosy or may be the window from which he is watching the world is very narrow but this is all he wanted his whole life. He wanted that the breeze always will be flowing so smooth but he never knows that it won't last long. And when there is so much happiness in his life he is devastated she is gone. She won't come back again she told him that it would be better not to live together.

Nick now don't know how to react for all the things he has in life lose their meaning. Now he has everything except the one he loves most his love. He walk the track but don't know why he is walking, she and her memories always keep coming back. Eventually they lose contact slowly slowly.She want to be away from him but he never wants that. He couldn't think otherwise. His life is still empty all he remembers is their love which is gone now. Time is flying away he lose contact with her all he have is her landline no. but he never called coz he don't know he always wanted to chat with her like before but everytime he pick his cell to call her, he remembered the love they share and he don't want to get hurt again. He was sure of it that, time won't come that feeling won't change and now he is liking to miss her always he is liking to remember the time they have spent just on phone the irreparable damage has already done. But then also he just remembers one saying


"ishq di meri mitra pehchaan ki, mit jaaye jado zid apnaan ki"


and he is living his life again with her memories.