Chapter - 11

Baby u know na its been cold out there and i am kind of freezing out of this cold and u both, i miss u..........these past days have not been too good for me if u would be here i just want to be in ur arms for sometime......NIC wishes that and messaged that to NIA just thinking that she would see that this time and would call him like always.........but she didn't respond, how can she respond when she doesn't exist anymore..........NIC wanted to talk to her just like that but he couldn't able to and he found out a new way to convince himself and his mind that she still exists.......... she never quit sending messages to her no. from net everytime he miss her or wanna talk to her he messaged her hoping may be someday she will get all the messages or its like he is been obsessed by her now not exactly by her but also by her no. with which everything started.

He was in euphoria of her, he tried to get this into his head but failed. She is the only one who could able to see him inside out. He is pure evil, his thoughts are pure evil he never have known that if she wouldn't come to his life. That realization of mind is the thing that made her inseparable, that evil mind just want her.

1st Anniversary - Love & Pain

Its been a whole year since NIC knows NIA. Although everything is finished now and he knows that she won't come back again but somewhere in his heart her love still exists even if its in the remotest corner of his heart but its there.Every time he saw a couple sitting and having a chat or romance he missed her, he missed her badly he wants her to be in his life in whatever way she wants.  He doesn't seem to be fun whenever he is lonely, she come back in his mind with her full swing and this time its different he never ever felt that pain for anyone else till now and he don't know if he ever gonna be out of this recovery period in his mind. But why is he thinking that way NIA is gone. She gonna be very happy with someone else but NIC was standing where he was 6 months back. Its been a year of love and pain for NIC he is thankful for the love and pain coz if she won't come in his life he never have felt that love in his whole life. Now he is aware of loving someone so passionately it was always known to NIC that he will lose his lover in the end coz every time he loves someone that person would not remain in his life. He was just hoping that may be this time its different may be this time he would get what he wanted.

Its over still he remembers and cherishes those moments her chats, messages, those lovely talks, those awesome dreams. He was not sure of it until he saw her coming through that door and he saw her there dumbstruck coz he knew he is in love with her she is the one for him. She is the ultimate dream in his dreamland everything else can wait but not his emotions and his dream of having her in his life. He wanted to hug her so tight as if telling her that he didn't ever want her to go out of his life ,his arms & his dreams. He never hugged her and she's gone.........

Jaane kyun ye zindagi deewana bana gayi

Wo aayi ek baar isme aur har rang saja gayi

Saje hue rango ko usne rehne na diya

Kismat aisi palti ki kuch kehne bhi na diya