बीते लम्हे गुज़रे पल

बीते लम्हे गुज़रे पल,

अक्सर मुझे याद आते हैं 

दूर हुए वो पल फिर क्यूँ 

वो मुझे इतना सताते हैं

उन लम्हों को सोचकर दिल फिर यूँ ही चीख उठता हैं 

कहने को थी कितनी बातें मगर तू सुन ना सकी मैं कह ना सका 

कह ना सका की तू कितनी खुबसूरत हैं

कह ना सका की मेरे लिए 

तेरी क्या अहमियत हैं

तेरी आँखों में जो संसार मैंने देखा

मुझे बस उस संसार में जीना हैं

नफरत कर लेना मुझसे ढेर सारी 

पहले चंद लम्हे मुझे मुझे तेरे प्यार में जीना हैं

उन लम्हों को महसूस कर दिल फिर यूँ ही चीख उठता हैं 

कहनी तो थी इतनी बातें मगर तू सुन ना सकी मैं कह ना सका 

मालूम हैं मुझे तू किसी और की अमानत हैं

चाहता तो ना था मगर जानू ना

 की तू कैसे बन गयी मेरी आदत हैं

याद हैं मुझे फुर्सत के वो पल

वो चांदनी रातें वो हसीं कल

वो ढेर सारी बातें कुछ हमारी कुछ तुम्हारी

उन बातों को सोचकर दिल फिर यूँ ही चीख उठता हैं 

कहनी तो थी कितनी बातें मगर तू सुन ना सकी मैं कह ना सका

काश कह दिया होता 

कितना दर्द हैं इस दिल में

काश कह दिया होता की

अकेला हूँ तेरे बिना इस भरी महफ़िल में

काश कहा होता 

की वो चाँद आधा सा 

कितना प्यारा लगता हैं

काश कहा होता वो ही सब 

जो मेरा दिल बार बार बकता हैं

दिल की बेकरारी को सोचकर चीख उठता हूँ 

कहनी तो थी कितनी बातें 

मगर मैं कह ना सका तू सुन ना सकी 

                                                                                                           ANI

from the vault of my favorites.

ANYTHING FOR YOU MA'M

I can make any mess right,
I can make dimmers bright,
I can be on soaring heights,
I can do
Anything for you ma'm
Anything for you.

I can be with you anytime,
I can make anything fine,
I can abode you on the shrine,
I can do

Anything for you ma'm
Anything for you.

I can make flowers fly,
I can make clouds cry,
I know I am somewhat shy,
But I can do

Anything for you ma'm
Anything for you.

So I can do anything,
If only you are with me,
I don't care about rest of the world,
whatever it is let it be
I just want to be with you,
I just want your little time,
That's it
I can do
Anything for you ma'm
Anything for you.

                                                                              ANI

Trishna

मेरे दिल में जलने लगी हैं आग 

तू ही बता दे आज 

की इस आग को बुझाऊं कैसे?

कुछ ही दिन पहले मुझे लगा 

की तू ही हैं वोही जिसे मैं धुन्धता हूँ 
अब तू ही दे बता की उन सपनो को दफनाऊ कैसे?

ऐसी क्या खता की मैंने की
हर रिश्ता दुश्वार हुआ 
कल तक था जो अपना 
आज वोही गद्दार हुआ 
उन बातों को भूल जाऊं कैसे?
दिल में हैं जो आग तू ही बता उसे बुझाऊं कैसे?

क्या मैं गलत था जो तुझे अपना माना 
तेरी हर बात को पत्थर की लकीर जाना 
चाहे दे दे मुझे कोई भी सजा
बस बता दे मुझसे दूर जाने की वजह 
क्या हुआ जो ऐसी गाज़ गिर गयी 
महसूस हुआ जिंदगी मेरी विपदा से घिर गयी 
तू ही दे बता अब इनसे निकल पाऊं कैसे?
दिल में हैं जो आग तू ही दे बता की आज उसे बुझाऊं कैसे?
                     
                                                                                 "ऐनी" 
                                                                                 (ANI)

One day if you'll ask me
what is "love"
I would be totally silent
Not because i don't know
But coz my "luv" is asking
me what is "LUV"

then i just stare at her
and walk some farther
and i said
LUV is a feeling which is
in my heart for U
Its a sea which is just
making flow in my eyes.

SCHOOL TIME

I still remember those days
always fresh as yesterday it stays,
when we were together with many friends
but now its just you and me
time is flying just like sand.

I still the remember the journey
from school to home
and then i feels like just to roam, roam & roam

Wish those days would come back again
so that i could cherish on the same
then we have lots of time for each other
but now some things in between just gathered,

Wish that one day you'll realise
That our friendship is just a PERFECT surprise

                                                                by "ANI"

MY FRIEND

When i am alone you are the one
                                                  who is always with me,
When I am depressed you are the one
                                                  who delights me,
When I am happy you are the one
                                                  who shares with me,
When I loses interest in me you are the one
                                                  who makes me interesting,
When I want to show my talent you are the one
                                                  who encourages me,
But when i think of "you", you are the one
                                                  whom i MISS badly.

Wo raatein teri baatein

Tez hawa chal rahi thi un thandi hawaon mein use ye ehsaas hi nahi tha ki use sardi lag sakti hain. Pehli baar NIA uske saath thi aur pehli baar aisa mausam usko achhca lag raha tha. Use mumbai ki wo sadke badi achchi lag rahi thi un sunsaan sadko par wo sab friends ghum rahe the and nic ke saath nia bhi thi.wo lamppost ki dheemi si roshni aur wo andhera - aisa mausam jo ki bas sapno mein ho. wo dheere se kareeb aayi aur boli I Luv U wo lines sunne ke liye NIC ne kitna intezaar kiya tha aur beech raah mein she kissed him.

Uski aankhon ki lalak dekhkar wo paagal hue ja raha tha. Dono ki aankhon mein ek hi sawaal tha lekin koi nahi bol raha tha har taraf ek sannata chchaya hua tha ye aisa sannata tha jisme wo uski saanson ki awaaz sun sakta tha jo ki hamesha se usne chaha tha-"Apni jaan ki saanso ko sunna".

Chapter - 11

Baby u know na its been cold out there and i am kind of freezing out of this cold and u both, i miss u..........these past days have not been too good for me if u would be here i just want to be in ur arms for sometime......NIC wishes that and messaged that to NIA just thinking that she would see that this time and would call him like always.........but she didn't respond, how can she respond when she doesn't exist anymore..........NIC wanted to talk to her just like that but he couldn't able to and he found out a new way to convince himself and his mind that she still exists.......... she never quit sending messages to her no. from net everytime he miss her or wanna talk to her he messaged her hoping may be someday she will get all the messages or its like he is been obsessed by her now not exactly by her but also by her no. with which everything started.

He was in euphoria of her, he tried to get this into his head but failed. She is the only one who could able to see him inside out. He is pure evil, his thoughts are pure evil he never have known that if she wouldn't come to his life. That realization of mind is the thing that made her inseparable, that evil mind just want her.

1st Anniversary - Love & Pain

Its been a whole year since NIC knows NIA. Although everything is finished now and he knows that she won't come back again but somewhere in his heart her love still exists even if its in the remotest corner of his heart but its there.Every time he saw a couple sitting and having a chat or romance he missed her, he missed her badly he wants her to be in his life in whatever way she wants.  He doesn't seem to be fun whenever he is lonely, she come back in his mind with her full swing and this time its different he never ever felt that pain for anyone else till now and he don't know if he ever gonna be out of this recovery period in his mind. But why is he thinking that way NIA is gone. She gonna be very happy with someone else but NIC was standing where he was 6 months back. Its been a year of love and pain for NIC he is thankful for the love and pain coz if she won't come in his life he never have felt that love in his whole life. Now he is aware of loving someone so passionately it was always known to NIC that he will lose his lover in the end coz every time he loves someone that person would not remain in his life. He was just hoping that may be this time its different may be this time he would get what he wanted.

Its over still he remembers and cherishes those moments her chats, messages, those lovely talks, those awesome dreams. He was not sure of it until he saw her coming through that door and he saw her there dumbstruck coz he knew he is in love with her she is the one for him. She is the ultimate dream in his dreamland everything else can wait but not his emotions and his dream of having her in his life. He wanted to hug her so tight as if telling her that he didn't ever want her to go out of his life ,his arms & his dreams. He never hugged her and she's gone.........

Jaane kyun ye zindagi deewana bana gayi

Wo aayi ek baar isme aur har rang saja gayi

Saje hue rango ko usne rehne na diya

Kismat aisi palti ki kuch kehne bhi na diya